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Been horridly depresed the last 10 days or so. My tooth infection is gone, but about 10 days ago Athena (my fav. kitty) went missing. I searched the feilds for her but couldn't call for her because I had only been taking my meds for like.. a day at that point, couldn't move my jaw at all.

So yeah.. Its like losing my best friend. Everything reminds me of her and every time Gorge (her nearly twin broher) walks into a room I think its her. ._. I've been checking the county shelter site every day and just checked the one in the city today and theres cat there who looks like her. So even though its unlikely she ended up in the city I plan on calling about her and asking a few things that help deermine if she is infect my cat.

Hopefully she is. I did manage to clam myself down the last 3 days or so but all of a suden today I just started crying. Now I'm depressed again too and can't focus on anything, like video games or anime.

Sigh.. If we cant find Athena by the start of May we're probably gonna get me a new kitten (for me and our not-so kitten who misses Athena too.) and maybe a puppy. o_x; I don't want a puppy, but some people my dad knows has a few and they're so cute and chubby. They'll be weened in a week or two so, and my parents are really wanting one. I just know I'll be the one who ends up walkin it and scooping up its poopy though. D: Ugh.

I'm also dissapointed because I don't think I get to goto Chicago this May after all. Moms getting sicker again and dad probably cant get enough days off work to stay home with her.. sigh. I hate feeling responsable. :/ I'll have to tell Emily and Shar soon. Maybe tomorrow, if they're on AIM. ~_~
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On April 20th, 2008 12:34 am (UTC), lilly_hime commented:
Thanks. ;_; I'm so close to giving up. The cat at the pound is having kittens later this week, so theres no way she could be my kitty. :/ At least in your case Josh? called you and isn't missing/dead.
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On April 20th, 2008 04:54 am (UTC), procne replied:
I wouldn't give up, not yet. I know this might sound crazy, but do you have the 'dread feeling'? As in, do you feel like there really is no reason to hope? Because if you don't, definitely don't give up yet. I know it sounds kinda weird, but I just wouldn't give up yet. And that really sucks that it wasn't her at the pound. =\ *Hugs*

Yes. That is a good thing. But hopefully you will found your kitty. I couldn't imagine losing my favourite cat... *Hugs more*
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On April 20th, 2008 01:23 pm (UTC), lilly_hime replied:
Ah.. dread feeling? Hm. I'm rather apathetic actually in RL, so after almost 2 weeks I don't feel anything now, aside from the mood-swing on friday, but I think that was the anime openings fualt (the song was about someone looking for someone who was already gone forever.)

Thanks though~ *hugs*
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